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Today, I was thinking about my dreams, my forgotten dreams .I remember someday I was alive with them .they were all of my reason for breathing.
When I wake up in the morning, I just though about them even when I was yawning like I get all of the energy from the world and they told me smile and take steps forward me .i am waiting for you.
I do not know how much it takes to forget them ,writing my story ,business language ,be perfect ,trying for my life ,be perfect at my job and BLESSING GOD and PRAYING HIM for what I have and what he supposed to show me in the future. I believe every people in my life, all of my friend and all of the people that even hate me brought in my life with will of GOD to show me something that I did not know about or give me the experience that maybe supposed to have them with bad consequence .I feel the blessing of God in whole of my life .even the time that I do not think about him so much.
You may think that I am happy now when I am writing this blog .i have to answer you :NO, I am not and in while I am at my job my eyes are getting full of tears I really wanted to have situation to cry loud and loud as possible . You know I feel I am losing this valuable life .the every valuable second of it. And when I see how people who are in bad situation and still successful. Why do I have go to far away .have you ever seen the disable person who can do the stuff which is really hard for a healthy person .how strongly and seriously they look at their life and how much they are happy from their life .
They gave me energy for my life and make me shy about who I am and who I wanted to do and still indolent about it every day and every night .I am sure sooner or later, I will be more than now angry and I am sure that if I want to keep up like this, I will never forgive myself and I will spend my old age in sorrow.
I m looking at the pictures of these people from this morning and say myself ..why you are not thankful of God's bless and do not use them for achieve what you want in your life...
"She is Persian and she was blind from the time that she has born but she can paint "
"He is Chinese and she paint very good just with his foot ,oh God i cant do this even with 5 hands"
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