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When something terrible happens to me I start panic, crying, getting in to depression, loosing any interest to do something. And this kind of “something terrible” could paralyze me for a few days. And I understand that I’m getting week. I just waiting for something good when it happens… Even if sometimes I think that I don’t deserve anything good, that I am the worst person in the world I still waiting for something good. The most fear I feel this time is that I would be a prisoner of my bad attitude of the situation I have, of my sad thoughts concerning it.
But something good comes to me at last. It always comes really. And I understand that there is no place for panic any longer and the enormous fear I had yesterday just have been vanished or became not so awful today. If yesterday I thought that there was no way to resolve my problem, today it just seems like the one that could be managed. May be a big one, but it could be managed. And sun is rising for me again.
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